It feels like a million years have passed by since...well...everything. I'm not quite sure what to say. Most times I feel like I am starting to collapse under this wave of doing everything and nothing. And the gemini rising in me is fighting every urge to take off and just say "I'm outtie". From the things that used to keep me grounded to the things that have made me lose my mind. I guess I've essentially come full circle to how I felt when I first got to Oberlin. Granted- I don't necessarily feel like the same person- but I most certainly feel as though I am back where I started- a little lost and apathetic. I guess it's partly because I am very much done with college, but at the same time, I just need to leave the space I'm in.
The only thing that seems to keep me excited is photography. But again- I'm fighting this urge to run from what I really want and love. Old habits are a bitch to kick. And it always seems at though I am bouncing from one thing to the next- photography, poetry, writing, etc. It's been months since I played on Gaia, and I dunno...I'm trying to find that string to pull me out of the rabbit hole and make me feel everything again.
On a much lighter note- I am trying to see when I have time to upload more photoshoots I've been doing. I've done about two more this month so things are definitely kicking...
