So I guess I took a what one may call a mental health day, meaning I didn't go to my one class of the day. And by Jove it was magnificent. I did laundry and other mundane ass stuff that I have done in so long. Like clean my room. But I was surprised by how much I needed it. It was just hard to want to get up this morning...and the reason why? I sat down to think about it. It's cause I just wasn't really in the mood to deal with anyone. I mean I engaged with folks yes, well, cause I'm human just like you and have to in order to survive (in theory). But I didn't have to deal with anyone's shit but my own (except at 6:50 this morning cause my resident got locked out). And you will be surprised how much of the whole world seeps into your skin and hair and bones. Just weighing you down. So it felt good to just be by myself, and talk to my sister.
Now I can almost say I'm ready for tomorrow. Hopefully...
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