Compromises...debauchery...and the like.

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I went out last night and realized that there were in fact many people who have what brown folks call 'played me'....i.e. just make you feel like a game piece. Not even like chess...think checkers. Anyways, during my outing, I noticed that I was being ignored. In the way that makes you feel like you don't amount to anything...like your time isn't worth jack. And I have never been so angry and ready to show it in my whole life. I mean..I know Jersey girls are crazy, and I respect the fact that I have a what one may call a 'crazy bitch' factor. But honestly- enough is enough. Somehow I keep getting it in my head to associate with crazy folks who don't have their life together...and in turn make me out to look like I'm out of it.

Lesson of the day: I am worth it. The universe works in mysterious ways. Crazies stay crazy. For life.